i feel soo happy today...
it's been a long time since we went out together as a family...
ayah treats us lunch today..
n i wish i brought a camera ..urgh~
mama starts to nag n nag when i read book after i woke up..
no breakfast or a bath..but books..hahhaa..
havent iron the clothes when we suppose to meet ayah ard 1+pm...hahaha

had lunch..im really happy..thx ayah!..
then,we went to somewhere else to buy d cream n had a good massage..hahah

i dont know why but i start to try out the 'love test' machine..
those kind of machines u pay 20cts and u'll get ur ans....hahah
im weird..but it's fun..
but the ans is sooo mepek..hahah..

after that,went shopping again....
n i had mango ice-cream which is really delicious...
ice-cream again!..hahaa


shopping ...shopping..shopping...hahhahah

n yest,sch is great...except that i skip a lec to watch a movie in the lib..hahah
after that,met sya and mas at TM...
i was late....in exchange,treated them ice-cream..
:)
HAIYO!..hahahaha

and im dying of boredom right now...

so,left me and sis at home while the rest went to 'majlis perkahwinan'...
and i con'd with my part for mental illness project while sis was watching tv...
somtimes projects can be so difficult...
ok..not somtimes..but all the time....

and yat asked for suggestions to buy for a friend..hahaha
so,since the budget is almost the same as saleha ...
and i suggest the same things....
:)

and that's when it started to get dark and rain...
had to stop everyhing and sis wanted me to be by her side all the time as she's afraid of thunder..hahah
she's so cute...
i really love her ALOT!
i mean yes as she's the only sibling i have...
without her,haiz..life will not be interesting and fun eventhough we always fight and shout all the time all the time..
being with her is like i know where i belong...
and one of the people whom i know she'll always love me eventhough no matter how many bitch attitude ive shown her..
and the only person who knows im not ok without telling her eventhough i keep telling her that everything's alright...

well,that's my lil sis...

and yest,i spend most of the afternoon sleeping..haha..
and at night,we had tahlil for arwah nenek...
i miss her..
but like i said,life has to go on...
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i keep thinking and thinking about alot of stuffs....
one prob to another....
everything...
i keep searching for answers that i want to know...
answers to know where i stand....
and i need to make decisions for some of them...
while others,i want to run away and hide...
in my room ..staring blankly at the wall..as if it can give the answer...
most of the time,i just focus on my work..and pretend that everything is alright...
had go through everyday..
day and night..

and finally,i realise i cant pretend anymore...
laughing out loud to keep myself happy?..
when im nt...
i cant pretend that everything is alright when things are not...
because i keep thinkng about it...

happiness..that's all i ask for...

late for bio lab today..
reach city at 850 and class starts at 9..haiyo..
tinking whether i should just skip or not..but in the end,took the nxt train...
luckily,i went today's class...
because we get to touch the human specimen..yupz..the real ones,finally...
i was scared at 1st..but im curious...

skip psycho lec and had lunch instead with salaha and iza...haha..im so bad...
and saleha was like 'eh..klau tk buat aku ketawa satu hari tk blh?'..hahaha
so,me and the stupid idea play the 'no laughing for 2 mins' game..haaa
but freaklar,everytime,they look at my face,they started to laugh..haiyo..
do i seriouly look like a clown??..hahahaha
and we plan not to laugh the whole day on nxt monday..hahah

had tutorial and saleha asked me to accompany her to buy for her bf's grandma's birthday gift...
i love shopping but it's kinda confusing what to buy for her...
so,went for surveying..and side-tracked to try the accessories..
asked saleha to try the bracelet and bangles...
seriously,she really looks great with it..hhaaha..
but she keeps telling me that she'll never wear it..haiyo
im going to change u..and i bet ur bf will be thanking me for doing it..hahaha

after deciding what to buy for her nenek,we went home...
eventhough it's just a short while but i feel relax from the tests are coming soon..urgh~

study...study....

woke up just in time to get ready for school...
had set alarm but i didnt even hear it...freak...
feeling down but still force myself to get ready to go to school....

so,yeah..we need to refocus the research method project....
at least we had something to show and discuss today...

3hrs break...
had breakfast cum lunch at mac...
i didnt even finish up chicken nugget meal..so not me...
maybe im gettng sick....
so,kept the rest for eddry since we were having discussion after that...
keep teasing him,mr impotence..hahaha
n i was so kpo that i want to find out who's ronald's crush..hahhaa
hey,i still want to find out...i dont care..haha

im happy that at least 1 project is almost done..yay!
im proud of us...

con'd with lectures ...n lab...

damn it lar...but i hate night class...
so,during the practise time,i sat at one corner n sleep..ahahha...

luckily,class starts late tomorrow...

i dont know lar..but im sick with everything....
i just wish that life is much simpler..without all this unpredictable and complicated problems...
but that's what life is all about,right?

im physically and emotionally sick right now...

im not trying to complain how hard my life is or whatsoever....

but seriously,i wish life is much simpler ....

tell me everything is alright or maybe i'll just pretend like i always do....

think positive all the time?...yeah right...

im officially crazy righ now...

thank you ,mas for the excursion..hahahaha....
meet girlfriends at the usual place....

went to spore river...
helping mas with her project.....
feel like as if we are tourist...hahaha
went to ACM....
miss that place...
im not sure about others but i think museum can be a great place to go...

went to one gallery to another...
the exhibitions are very interesting n fun!....haha
from the smallest al-quran to the indian dance...
from the different shapes and sizes statues to the cute tourists [spotted by sya]....hahahaa

after that,mas went on with her interviews with the tourists...and we took pics...
had some late lunch at LJS...
it's been quite a long time since i last ate fish wrap meal..
i still love that food !..

then,took a bus ride to PP...
and did some shopping!!...
bought a nice blue top from DP...i love it...
and then,suddenly,i become crazy...hahaha

i love today!...n how i wish all my girlfriends were there....

i think we all should explore Singapore...
i mean instead of going to the common places ..we can go and explore...
im sure there's alot of places we never go before eventhough our country is just a dot on the map...

n suddenly,i think i need a real boyfriend right now...
okok..Ada is officially crazy...

sch ended early today...n i was really in a stress mood that i need a shopping break....since my sandal is so end of the world already...

met sya in the bus...

took the same train with saleha to orchard...

waited for mas..she was late...

surveying shoes,slippers n sandals at far east...
and at last,i choose a simple shoe...
but,hahaha...sorry mas...
i took forever to decide the size...
seriozly bingit with my toes...hahahah

after that,went to other place....

haiyo..i cnt stop myself frm laughing sey...
esp that escalator mmt...damn funny....
n that shopping bag...keep hitting everyone..i even hit this guy..hahaha

wanted to show mas the 'race' at raffles place..but too bad .aiyo..

anyway,really had fun today! :)

i wish everyday is like today...