play my favourite song....

Sunday, September 23, 2007

i am soooo happy....

but 1st of all,just came back from hospital..fetching my dear grandpa who got admitted yest...
and guess what? he was in ward 47..hahahha..my previous ward....

hmm..some of the patients havent discharged....so long sey....
but im sad because my fav. down-syndromed patient already being discharged....

and the E.N. was complaining to me about the next batch who's having attachment there...
poor thing..some dont even know the difference of a stopper and a plaster....haiyo....

however,i really miss the ward staffs..... :)

and back to the 'i am sooo happy'...
i had 2 ice-creams...YAY!
now,u know that im really an ice-cream freak...hahhaha

went out on friday with rau,sya n fiqhussein after break fast....
had dessert at new zealand....
i was reallly super..super....happy!!!
i had cravings for ice-cream for so long...hahahaha
and i actually thought of tasting all the ice-creams there..hahahah
and fiqhussein is super..super irritating...!! :P
and thanks for the ride home!:)

had family gathering yest..
and after tarawih,my aunt asked who wants ice-cream??"
and guess what?
i was the one who got over-excited...hahahhaha
more than my young cousins....

and we all watching this youtube video about japanese speaking english...
it was really really hilarious....hahahha.
laugh till my stomach hurts...

i just love my cousins! :)

Labels: hmmm..nyce..not bad....

Thursday, September 20, 2007

haiz...having that nausea feeling again...urgh!

really coudnt wake up for sahur...
i guess im getting sick....

sis called around 730am...
and she wanted me to send her uniform to her school
she forgot...and wanted to send by 10am..
urgh!

after sending her uniform,went to clinic for checkup....

and then,fetch mama and went shopping..YAY!
i finally got the cash to buy my 'love at first sight' shoe that ive been eyeing...
but too bad,there's no size 8 for the black one...
urgh!
i still want the black one!

went to bazaar....
and saw quite alot of kebab stalls....
i love kebab..hahahah
and what's with all those kebayas.....
it's not that i dont like kebaya but i prefer baju kurung....

so,finally,we bought mama's and sis's.....

i hate the nausea feeling...
so,i didnt go for the iftar at madr....
thought of not going to madr..
but change my mind since ive got nothing to do at home...
so,i just went for the lesson....

fadhilah tried to open up a conversation with me..
talked about attachment life...since we both in the same course...
but i wasnt really into it...
fadhiah is a nice girl..
it's just that im sick of hearing attachment experiences right now....

oh freak,i think im having that '' im sick so dont bother me' attitude.....
im such a mean girl.....

ive been eating and drinking lots of sour stuff to kill the nausea feeling..
but too bad,it didnt work..
any suggestions?

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

im sick...sick....sick...
having that nausea again....
and im weak..probably the effect of yest's vomitting....
im bored..and i miss school....

and i need something to keep myself busy...
if not,i'll become crazy and my brain will start dysfunctioning....
and i definitely miss my girlfriends....

i want to go out....
girlfriends,let's go out!

and now,i feel like baking....haha

i am seriously weird....

By the time i woke up for sahur,everyone had finished eating....
only my mom cleaning up the table and stuff....
i was lucky because sis woke me up at 5 am...
still have about 30 mins....
while eating,i kept thinking why i could wake up late when i purposely slept in the living room...
watever....

took a nap to wait for azan subuh...
when my dear little sis waking me up to help her....
to iron her school uniform...
but i just pretend to sleep when she was like ' kak...kak...bangun plz....nilam dh lambat ni....gosokkan baju adek...plz.plz...'
hahahahhah...
i am such a ' good' sis....
and the way she pleaded is like as if 'ini antara hidup dan mati'...hahahahhaha

she gave up and straight away took her towel and went to bathe....and i quietly iron her uni...
who doesnt love her own sis??
and by the time she came back...
she gave me that ' i really going to kill u but im relieved ' look....hahhahahah
i love my dear little sis....hahahahah

chat with salwa....miss her lar....
want to go out with her and iqah but as usual we are so lazy..haiyo...
maybe 1 day..another girl's day out....

just wondering why do a high IQ guy can even make use of someone he loves??
treated her as if she's like a doll....
throw her away when he doesnt need her anymore...
this type of guy is what im afraid to be with....

but yet,this small corner of my heart still care for you.....
Labels: secret love....

Monday, September 17, 2007

had a great time with the kental mamas and sya...hahhahahah
went to sya's house....
and we communicate through msn as she was in the living room while i was at the study corner...hahhaha...
our kentalness....

then,mas the kpo came..hahhahah...
d/l songs and bully mas....hhahahahha
sya n i really love it!!
kekasih gelapku....hhaahaha

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attachment is over.....
it's one of the best i had after paediatrics,obstetrics and ward 38....

we always gt busy with all the wounds dressings,injections and lots of things....
good and bad experiences....

lots of eye-opener about diabetes patients......
and the heartaches..thanks to the year ones...
i hope they'll improve ..not MIA all the time like what they always do to us....

and i love our CI aka Mr Teddybear....
he's the best..very friendly and helpful...

i have lots of stories...
about the drug abuser who's afraid of needle,those smokers,down-syndromed patient,fierce patients,gatal patients,the most lazy and unhygienic patient and the 'child-like' patients...

i really get fed up with those people who still want to smoke in the hospital eventhough it's not allowed....
it's not only because that it's a healthy way but it's because hospital is full of oxygen...
when fire meet oxygen,what do we get???
it's the obvious.....

and the best patient?
it's the down-syndromed....
i like him....
very innocent ...and he always finished his food...
and we all tried to do some rehab to him...and in the end,he can eat himself......YAY!

One thing what i learnt being a nurse is to love everyone equally and accepting each other.......

but i still love my down-syndromed patient...hahahaha
hope he get well soon..... :)
Labels: kekasih gelapku....

Saturday, September 08, 2007

real love...

i am seriously tired.....
and i've been sleeping alot eversince nenek passed away....
and i know it's not a good sign....

i cant keep continue crying....
she wont come back even my eyes filled with blood tears....
i have no choice but to be strong to accept the fate....
no use crying because she'll always be in our mind and heart...
and life...has to go on....

i've only have 1 regret...
i never tell her how much i love her....
however,i always show my love by kissing her cheek....
and i had my last when i saw her lying there in the bed...
eyes closed and stiff...
tears filled up my eyes eventhough i've been trying hard to control my emotions...
my lips felt cold when i kissed her unlike the warmth i always felt whenever i met her...

i'll always love you,nenek....

girlfriends were there when i really need them the most....
i love you girls and thank you so much.....

and the work really make me focus to do my best for the patients' health
and not to think about the sadness...

like i said,life has to go on....