thought of slacking at home one last time before attachment....
let me have my rest first lar..but too bad..i cant

auntie wati came with cik zainal in the morn...
cnt go out of the room bcz i havent bathe..hahha
then,ard 12+,sis begged me to help her poster..and she's need it to day at 5pm...mepek kn..haiyo....
so,i thought i would laze ard 1st but too bad cik ilham and family came with food....
abg hakim had graduated....congrats......

help to serve the food and did sis's poster while she siap2 to go for tuition.....

so,i thought i want to watch dvd after mama and ayah kluar for jemputan...
but too bad,ive to accompany mama to jemputan while ayah went to visit nenek....haiyo....

so,it's mama's sec sch gd friend's son's wed....
it's quite interesting as the bride is a korean....

but seeing mama and her friends chatted is interesting too...
they teased each other 'tua' and complained cz they've feel some weak in their body....
hahhaha......
it's like they were still in sec sch but in 50's....
their bond is strong..yeah...eventhough each of them have work and family commitments and they dont meet that often,they were so happy....
and i imagine us,freakoz, in our 50's...r we still together by that age?..life is unpredictable...

1 thing what i dont like about makciks2...
they sure will ask 'dah kahwin..?dah berpunyer?..biler nak kahwin?'..haiyo....
but cant blame them lar...
cz most of them married at a young age while mama at a later age...
and they teased mama to wait long long to feel what it is like to be 'mak pengantin'....
ya lar..their eldest children are like in late 20's and 30's while me, 18...hahhahaha
they complained of tired and too bz to even eat....hahhaha...

and the funny part of the whole conversation is they were talking and guessing whether their teachers have died or not...hahahhahha....that was funny sia...
it was coincidence as the bride's mother looks like 1 of their teachers....
now,i know what mothers talk when they meet each other...hahahahha

so,mama told me that they are mama's members like me and freakoz..
they even name ' 4 black mondok'..
what's with that name sia...
then,i understand...
'4 black mondok went to bedok...esp bedok corner to meet pak kadok'
and they laughed ..must be some funny memories...
i wanted to ask what's that about ...
but i think there's no need to ask...

maybe some memories are best kept within ourselves......
life is great to have that friends...they keep you away from your daily stress....and you think it's just a short time when you realise it's time to go.....

today is damn funny ...hahhahha
kecoh,stress,curhat,angry,laugh n be famous for the day.....

i really dont want to go to sch today..cz know y?
ive gt only 1 tut .....
n..n...that atok eddry forgot to msg us to bring the green book...
pls resign!..at least it's much better than 'you're fired'...
pls..pls..pls........

went for lunch..n decided to try the new indian stall...
haiyo..the queue was confusing...
n we actually stand there like idiots...hahhhah....

having lunch is like the best time to have girl's talk..
like i said,girls talk never get boring....
and i've got this imagination run wild inside my head...and laugh like hell..hahhaha

and cikgu tk pakai baju kurung nari....hahahha...

on the way to the lab,a girl blocked me while i was talking to saleha...
n i 'scolded' her....hahhha...
Ada is getting more and more crazy....haiyo
just dont know y but i think 'scolding' strangers is fun...hahhaa..ok..watever Ada.....

practise cpr cz test date is around the corner......
haiyo...my blowing is not good....maybe my mouth is too small to cover the mouth?????
even the lecturer laughed at me yest.....
eve teased to practice on bf's mouth...
ya,as if i have one...hahhahahahh
and i tease james alot..i love making him blush until he feels so shy and ask me to stop..hahhahaha
i think he looks cute when he blush......
but now,he's getting clever ...dh pandai kenekn org balik....not fair....
and....and last time he told me that im too young to be in poly...hahhahaha.....
so mepek...

went for briefing for kkh attachment..
yay!..seriously,im really excited ...i cnt wait to take care of the babies!!!.....hahahhaha
new born babies...so small and fragile...
after that,we had to wait for ms asmah...
and while waiting,saleha and i watched 'free movie' frm someone's laptop..
[we stand quite far bhind them...hahaaha]

do research at the lib comp instead at the comp lab with saleha....
then,there's this guy told us that he had booked the comp while i was doing my research....[ya,we have to book to use the comp lib]
so,i gave my most kesian look and asked for a few mins....
luckily,that guy is nice.....hahhahahha....

waiting for saleha...and im suppose to be angry with her but instead i laughed ..haiyo...

haiyo..im super crazy today...hahahahha

it's oready wed...few more days to attachment....
now,manage to puase for 2 days..so,6 more to go....insyaallah....
i just donoe y but i miss going lecture...hhahaha
i mean now,somtimes i just have only 1 class per day..mepek kn...
except for fri...the worse day ever.....

gt back bio result just nw..eventhough i gt better than what i expected ...but still not good as last sem...i thought i just gt an average coz the paper was harder than what i thought.....anyway,alhamdulillah....

n i tink ive becoming someone's unofficial p.a..hahhaha..haiyo....
n the gals better nt curse me eh...
before u gals curse me..ask urself 1st whether if u were me,do u want to be that someone's gf?....hahahahh....
omg,im so bad...haahha

i know this sounds weird...but is there anyone want to accompany me to go to the asian civilisations museum??

sometimes i just wonder......
should i give myself a chance???

hey girls...these are the videos ive found.....

1: what would you do if you're hitler?
[i think this video is suitable for the last 10 mins presentation...any suggestions?]




2:this is the 1st speech hitler made..




3:this is when hitler shows his autocratic leadership.....

i just dont understand why i am feeling like this....

just gt a news that my friend's dad died recently..
and the most saddest part,he died on father's day....

it really makes me cry...haiz....

so,cherish your loved ones before they go....

at last my hands are in much better condition to type...
did nothing today except eat and sleep...
just dont know why....but ive no mood to do any projects....eventhough im worried for medical-surgical project.....
when are we going to start,atok eddry?
this guy always make me angry almost everyday.....until iza pn cannot tahan with our stupid arguments...
he's fault lar...name je leader..but always...no comments...
and make me to call him 'abang' just because he's one year older...watever.....
and his fringe .....eeeeiiiiii....

saturday
did nothing also... atok went back to kampong.....
but didnt send him to the airport...
only mama and nenek did.....

friday
girls' day out with salwa and iqah.....
watch 'men in white' again...hahhahaha....
still funny lar but the impact was not the same as the 1st time i watched with the cousins......
at 1st,they got cheated that it was a horror movie...[movie suggested by me]
hahahhaa.....
lyk duh,how can i suggest a horror movie when i hate horror movie ?
hahahhaha
had lunch at bk...sal was super hungry...haahhaha.....
saw sal's bf..so coincidence sey...hahahha......
and iqah made a confession...hahaah..itupn we made her do that...hahhaha
and then,we dont know where to go....so,another suggestion...
dessert at mac...
ok....here's my confession.....i ate ice-cream....urgh..cant tahan lar....haiyo...
mission failed.....
well...and then,i got sleepy....sorry...hahahha....

and the funny part was when they kept asking me is there any new guy i know?...hahhaa
when i said no...they kept asking...haahhaha....
my poor friends....
i know you cant wait for the time i finally got my 1st boyfriend ,right?....hahahha
welll....i cant lie to the fact sometimes i do wish for a boyfriend.....
to me,a relationship means commitment,trust and love......
but too bad,until now,im not ready for any relationship.....

watched APM.....
uncle heard imran ajmain sings for the 1st time...and he liked his songs..
and even wanted to buy his album..hahaha...
wow-imran nw has a new fan from indo...hahahhaa
and he even laughed at his own son calling 'botak'..when he went up to the stage with the bhumiband gang...hahaha...haiyo...


thursday
went back to sch....for leadership project
i think the only time i talk.alot when im a leader.....at least not bad wt...cz galfrens always complain that im too shy even to talk to strangers....hahhaha
anyway,its just a short meeting..went home 1st before heading to sya's house....
they were scared of my 'sun-burnt' hands and neck....hahhaha
yay-...bullied mas..and she cant do anything to me...hahaha....
like i said,revenge is always sweet...haahhaha

wednesday
went to bedok jetty with uncle and adek after subuh....
do what?..FISHING!!!!
hahhaa....new experience.....
ive always love the feeling when we try something new....
excited and nervous....
so we went to the 'not so many ppl' part to do some training....must trained 1st wt....
during training,suddenly felt something pulling my rod...
hahaha..i was so scared and excited...
guess what fish.?
ikan parang ...hahaha......
my first ever fish.....
ok..here's the thing..im so weird....
during that time,many ppl tried to fish ikan tamban [smal fish]
but i caught ikan parang [big fish]...im so weird....
after some trainng,went to the 'alot of ppl' part....
tried to fish ikan tamban...
caught a few 1st...oh gosh,i hate it sey....
there's alot of fish...like u feel u want to use jala....

well..i feel calm with the views...lawa sey....
the clouds were beautiful....regret sey tk bwk camera.....
and i saw the most beautiful rainbow ive ever seen....
most of the time,i only see 1 part of the rainbow....but this time,i can see the full semicircle rainbow.....from 1 end to another...with the clouds....and sea...
can u imagine it?...it was really beautiful......

so,it rained later...scary sey..cz hujan angin....
after that ,fish again...hahhaha.....
and caught lots of fish...hahahha..happy sey....
and we fished till 8pm...
tiring and with lots of sun-burnt [eventhough i wore sun block]
however,it was really a great day.....

woke up really early today...to help out my aunt at her workplace...
kind of last min thingy but since ive no plan yt for this wk...so,y nt?
sis also wanted to follow.hahah..kpo..i know she's really bored at home....
met the rest of the cousins at bdk int....

me,aan n iwan in one cab...
iwan kept teasing me dt ive gt a boyfriend...haiyo....
n we all were surprised when we found out that the 3 of us have never been in a relationship before...hahahhaa
and because the same reason.....hahaha
singles unite!.hahahah..watever.....

so,help out ard....with the books...n others stuffs...
haiyo,but i didnt get to work at the counter side...i love working at the counter..writing the receipt as fast as i could n counting lots of money....
hahaha..those funny mmts i had.....

mas msg me dt fathy ajak kluar...hhahahha
fathy ajak kluar sey....but too bad,i dont know what time i finishlar.....

so,i had to 'escort' all those sesat students who didnt know where their class is....
1st day of tution wt.....
up and down the stairs....up and down....up and down....
dt time,i really thought that i can lose weight....hahhaaha

work finished earlier than i thought...
then,we all decided to have eat n someone suggest a movie...at princess since it's cheaper...n we decided to watch 'men in white'......
it was seriously lame but funny...
so very local...
it's really funny ...hahaha
and i think i want to watch again lar...hahahahah...

went home and mas msg me again..hhahahah.....
lazy to go out since i just reach home..hahaha....