Tuesday, November 21, 2006
it's been a long tym since i laz blogged....
in skool rite nw.....n skip lec...nt feelin lyk goin n oso forgt to bring de lec notes..haiyo....
being so kental of me..as usual.....
hmm...tests r ard de corner....
2morro is de clinical teory..seriozly,nt feelin lyk studyin.....
nxt wk is practical test n psychology test....
yest,i really felt so low...it was practice day...
de clinical lecturer suddenly wanted to test me...
n during dt tym i was tryin to practice medication...1st tym....
so i tried to concentrate on my skills....
n suddenly,she told me dt she gonna failed me....
i was lyk 'huh?'
she: how old r u?
me:17... 'wth she askin for my age???"
she:17....ur suppose to grow up...nt be so blur......
me:'wt???....excuse me,im lyk de one of de youngest amg de grup...if im blur,how abt others hu dn even bother to practice??'
n told me dt she gonna test me later....
seriozly,at dt tym,i nearly wanted to faint...i had no idea wt my mistakes are...
i gt panic lyk freak....
luckily,rani was der n helped me everytin b4 dt lecturer test me again....
n i realise de medication is actually difficult...n all tiz while i really tot it's de easiest among de others....
so i was tested again wif a little bit of confidence....
n at laz i cud make it...
n dt tym i realised dt all eyes r onto me...de whole class r actually looking at me while i was tested.....
i was lyk...suddenly gt panic cz i hav stage fright....i hate wen everyone is lookin at me.....
i feel lyk as if i had done somtin rong...
n after dt,de lecturer talked crap..abt 2dae's generation is spoilt....
n told rani dt she belong to de rong generation n laugh as if all of us r invisible....
i mean lyk duh....rani is 42 yrs old wif 2 kids...of coz she come frm different generation....
