assalamu'alaikum

yest was great....

2dae is even better.....

n oso a sad dae for me.....

assalamu'alaikum....

hmm...2dae,i manage to do some of de skills we learnt....such as bed sponging n bedpan.....n urinary....

1stly,take report...der's a few new cases....

after dt,did de bed n bed sponging on 2 pts...male n female....
n oso bedpan....
cnt tell more abt em....

den,did de vital signs as usual....
de hrly chart is funny....
cz by de tym we finish do to de vital signs for all de pts...it's oready 1 hr....so,had to con'd again..hehe
so,it's lyk moz of de tym we did de vital signs....
wich of coz we use de machine...
i really take things for granted sey...haha
coz we use de machine ...lazy to do manually.....hehe

well...der's tiz new pt.....
he's young n so handsome...haha...
really handsome....

den,der's tiz pt....had to do urinary on him...
i was rushing lyk mad wen he really wanted to pass urine...
bcoz of dt,i manage to only wear 1 glove....
itupn i wear tk btul...
he's de 2nd pt we alwaes lepak wif....haha

hmm...3 pts went home 2dae....
i miz em esp de old lady...she's so cute.....
wen we massage her....she oso wan to massage us..hehe...so cutelar....

ard 1345,had briefing again....

den, go home...

2dae,i really learn alot of stuff..
more den wt nursing require us to learn....

moz of de pts really menginsafkn me..seriozly.....
bt i cnt u wt it is....

bt i cn only emphasize tiz....
plz don ever drink beer or wine or anytin dt cn make us drunk n addicted to it....
n oso don hav lots of debts....
bcz dey cn really2 destroy our lives..seriozly....

assalamu'alaikum....
so 2dae,it's officially de 1st dae i gonna start work....

1stly,take report....
haiyo...so damn fast sey tiz nurse report....
n i didnt manage to take down som of em....

n after dt,i was blur lyk sotong....seriozly..haha
had no idea wt to do
cz it's so early n de pts were still slpin....
den,at laz,der's somtin we cud do...such as de vital signs....
some of em were on hrly chart n oso juz 4 hrly chart....

n oso accompany some of em to de toilet....

so,ard in de noon,i suddenly met my couz with of de pt i hav to take care of....
haha..so coincidence sey.....
it's her tunang...
i didnt even noe it's abg firdaus cz he lyks to cover her face wen slpin...haha

hmm..i really appreciate break tym....
cz dt's de only tym wen we cn sit...haha

den,cond to work...
2dae,nth to do...juz slack....

make a few frens esp de ite nurses n our senior n of coz de pts...haha

der's tiz 1 pt we r close wif....maeb cz she's young....
if no work n boring,go to her bed n talk to her..hehe....

den,had briefing wif de lecturer....abt de case study.....

den,go home.....

assalamu'alaikum....

1st dae of attachment at 0830...

met Rani n de rest n de simei control station...
bt de start of de dae is so pathetic...
miz 38....
so,decided to walk to tanah merah mrt

Nic wore a dress..haha....
being a tomboy,she looks different in dress....

at de auditorium....
we had 2 talks....
1st: rules n regulations...
Educator Hanijah talked abt de rules,dress code..blablabla....
it was interesting...esp abt de 'case study'
n oso emphasize on de punctuality n quality care...
2nd: safety precautions of infectious disease...
at 1st,it was ok..however,as tym went by..haha
i gt sleepy..tried nt to sleep cz de nurse clinician was in front of me...
bt too bad,i kept dozing off for a few mins..haha

after dt,we had 30 mins of tea break...
oh freak,i tink my frens r tinkin dt im totally weird...
juz bcoz i ordered celery n apple juice drink....

den,we had de walk.....
de lady brought us to every part of de hosptl....
de moz interesting part is de mortuary n of course de prison ward.....n oso de link to go to st andrew's community hosptl....
well,de mortuary wasnt dt scary..
yes,it's cold....n a few 'coffin' trolleys...
de funny part is der's tiz mly guy frm np hu was scared....
alamak bang....badan besar tapi takot..hehe
we wanted to c de body..bt of coz,it's confidential..
so cnt c....

den,we went to de ward....
so,mine is a cardiac ward....
after walkin ard to noe abt wer dey keep de stuff....
n oso being assign to diff team....
im in team 1....
after dt,we went to another talk....

oh freak,de talk was so damn boring sey...moz of de student nurses were sleepin ..haha
i wanted to..bt i cnt...
cz dt freakin presenter sort of lyk 'shoutin ' while presentin....

n mas msg me....she's in de hosptl..in ward 48...
it's juz de nxt door je sey....haiyo.....

after suffering for lyk 1 hr...
at laz,we cn go home..yeye
went home n strait to bed..haha

assalamu'alaikum

hey...gt a haircut 2dae...hehe

at 1st,i was tinkin wheder i shud tie or cut my hair....
n decided dt i shud cut cz im nt gd in tying hair neatly...hehe

haiz-bt syglar...i mean 4 de 1st tym,ive gt long hair...bt nw....

hmm.....staying at hm all dae...yeah..tiz is maeb my laz rest...
cz 2morro is de orientation...

bt der's a prob....

wer's de location of de auditorium???
i really hav no idea....haiyo.....

assalamu'alaikum....

hmm....2morro im having arab test n i don even care to study...hehe..haiyo....

yalar...i still don understand....how to revise...

in de morn,had my 1st dose...
haiyo..laz min stuff....
rush cz tiz mon is my 1st attachment n i need dt immunization.....

after dt,went to hav lunch wif dear mama....
n temankn die shoppin..hehe
nolar...she temankn me....
wanna buy dose black shoe....

u noe how cerewet i m...
at laz,saw tiz shoe...
oklar....
nyce n freakin cheap....hehe
juz for de sake of 2 wks..haha

after dt,mama bought durian.....
actually,im suppose to pay for it....
bt hehe..sori,mama....

den,took a nap..again?..haha

n went for tuition...
oh freak,im gettin worry for Ana....seriozly....
n nt forgettin lil sis too....

assalamu'alaikum....

yey-...at laz,dabes exam...hehe..yey-

hmm..2dae's paper is ok..haha..manage to finish all..

den,went to eplaza...try to check out de dates for de attachment....
my comp cannot go to de websitelar....haiyo...

unfortunately,de comp had gone crazy...freakin freak..haiyo....

n went to sya's hse...check out de website.....n lepak wif her..haha

sori sya..if i disturb u studyin....

n sya's a great cook..haha
she cook maggi for us..haha..yeye-
thx for de fd.... :P

n we talk n talk..haha...

no fair cz dey r going back to skool on 310806 while im stuck in de hospital having my attachment.....

nvrmind....bt im starting to mish freakoz n gang....

so,at least we meet on wkends k....

n.....shoppin tym..haha....wanna buy de black shoes.....n....???...donoelar.....
maeb eyeliner too....brown ?? or stick to black??

assalamu'alaikum...

ok...ive screwed up 2 papers sey...1028 n bio....

bio was damn hard esp de mcq....

well..i juz hope i cn pass....

n 2 more papers to go...yey-

n cgh ,here i come..haha....

well,i juz hope i only screwed up 2 papers n gt ready for de sub-papers....

ok den,wanna con'd study.....

assalamu'alaikum

1st dae of exam....
1630 at de sport complex wif all de students frm SHS.....

n had only 1 pathetic hr...for 40 mcq n 2 saq...

so it means we had only 1 min to do 1 ques???..haiyo.....

my throat really killing me sey.....

cnt stop coughin....n how malu cn it b if u keep coughin while de 600+ were doing de paper quietly.....

n wen we wan to go out,seriozly,i nearly gt lost...haha

all of us 'rushing' to go out..cn u imagine dt..???haha

n i juz stood der in de middle of nower...haha...in front ,behind ,right , left.....der's ppl trying to gt out frm de hall way n gt deir bags...haiyo....

juz stood der n trying to think back wer i put my bag.....

luckily,i saw my grupmates...

haiyo..so kental sey me....

bt seriozly,dt's wt i felt juz nw.....seriozly lost in de middle of 600+ ppl.....

assalamu'alaikum....

studying during de dae...n tuition at nite...n coping wif tiz freakin fever....
haiyo...

n exams start tiz thurs...

i really wanna stop tuition..bt dt gal need tutoring sey...n oso my sis...haiz-

n i juz hope 1 thing....

i wanna get well soon.....

assalamu'alaikum

in de morn,had briefing for de clinical attachment....yey-
i cnt wait....
so,it's gonna b 2 wks for hosptl n 1 wk for polyclinic......
im so excited..blablabla....haha

bt seriozly,deep insyde my heart,im scared....
i mean dt's wer it's reality....
de real world....
n i don hav any work experience....
so,i hav no idea wt it's lyk in de working world....
haiz-

n tiz attachment is lyk as dough im takin another exam...
cz by de end of dt,we r goin to be graded...no mrks..
juz either pass or fail....

yeah,insyaallah....

n den,we were told abt de rules n stuff....

haha..i oso to b prepared nt to b bullied by others.haaha...
dt's funi...

hmm..exams is startin nxt wk..
n im nt dt prepared.....still gt som to finish....
5 more papers to go....

seriozly,i noe im nt in de wrong....

bt yet,uve made it as if im de one hu hurt u....

haiz-....

everytin's back to normal only for u...

bt me?...i juz donoe.....

life is so unpredictable....

n unfair...somtyms.....

bt i only believe one thing....

there's a reason behind everytin....

i juz hope there's somtin gd will happen despite all tiz nonsense....

n i pray hard for it.....

if i really hate her,do i mind troubling myself to help her to carry dt pathetic thick bk for her....????

i WAS angry at her laz tym..bt I DON HATE HER.....


if i hate u,i don giv a damn care abt u sia...

in fact,im a bad pretender.....i cnt act nycely to de person i hate....in fact,lyk i sae..i don giv a damn care.....


anywae,tu entry lama nyer...crite dh lama....

n anywae,i shud b de one hu's angry at her sia....

bt u noe me kn....

aku mrh skejap je bt exaggerating...haha....

it took me 2 daes for me to cool down.....

n den,im ok oready....

klau die nk tau,i cn take it...
n dh bagos aku tk confront ko mase aku tgh mengamok sey....

n she has no rite to attack my blog....cz it's mine....

n bace betul2 ar....die yg buat aku mrh...mrh giler....


do we rite nyce words if we r angry...??
lyk u noe...'saleha had made me mad...boohooohooo'
haha....

obviozly,sampai maki kn....haha....watevalar.....

buat ape die nk emotional..nk attack my blog....

die yg buat aku mrh giler...

anywae,kalau aku tk suke die....i don giv a damn care abt her...

bt i don ....in fact im helpin her to buy de bk frm my couz...
n im goin to carry dt pathetic heavy bk to skool on mon to pass it to her...
lyk wt de hell is she talkin abt me being two faced....

if i really hate her,i don giv a damn care....
i cn bastard her back wt....n u noe me being a silence killer....
i cn juz cancel it wif my couz...

or maeb i cud juz spent her $50....n buy my couz a prezzie....
bt did i do dt?????

skrg ni,sape yg two faced???

haiyo.....i don hate u lar....n im nt two faced...

mmg aku dh maafkn ko...klau tk,do i talk to u in skool....

omg..tiz is so pathetic immature....
if ur in my shoe,wt wil u do???
it's juz a blog lar....
juz to express my feelins n tots.....haiyo....

assalamu'alaikum

hmm..at noon,juz nw,met saleha outside bdk lib..haha...sori for being late....
bt she looks swit 2dae... : )
she's funilar...alwaes buli me..hehe...no fair... :P

den,had lunch wif sis at ljs...she's so happy cz i belanja..haha

guez wat?..juz nw i met my aunt n couz....n my aunt sae ' tk payah nk kurus lagi...u look ok'...

haha...i was lyk 'huh?'...r u sure?..cz i tink im really fat rite nw...haha....

haiz-...seriozly,reality really shock me 2dae.....

i mean do ppl out der really look down on me juz bcoz im takin nursing as my course....????
do i look stupid n idiot if i wear dt uniform???....

haiz-im really trying my bez in nursing sey.......
cz nursing is nt somtin wt i wanna do at 1st....
haiyo...

haha..im a two faced....
at laz,der's somtin wicked abt me...haha..wateva-

if im really a two faced n really hate tiz person,cn he/she accept it??....

i mean sampai biler nk musuh sey...???

i cn juz tell bt cn dey accept it....??

if ur nt happy wif me,let's discuss tiz....i don mind....

as long as ur happy.....

assalamu'alaikum....

omg..jay's out...haiyo....

bt nvrmind...lyfe has to go on....

yey-im hapi cz at laz i pass for my 2nd attempt....alhamdulillah...

after all de motivation i gt frm my frens...thx very much....

n oso gd luck msg frm eddry..haha..wt a miracle...

i mean..oklar..i dn really look down on him...
bt somtyms his attitude...haiyo...iza,u noe wt i mean kn?..haha
haha...gd luck for him 2morro...haha....