assalamu'alaikum

oh freak..i tink i gonna b sick sooner or later...

n obviozly,yest was super duper fun..in fact de bez...
doing nth bt was well-spent....

woke up late n met sya 1st...
tot we gonna b quite late bt nt...we were early...n waited for other gals b4 headin to yana'a hse to bake brownies/bdae cake for de bdae boys n prepare de food...
evendough we r late later,we still cn take pics n play ili's laptop...hehe..

we sang bdae songs..hehe..n khid was surprised..haha...n we ordered pizza n ate de food..hehe

n den,me,yana,rau,irah n mas rent bicycle...
n we cycle until de end....
evendough we were quite tired,we were very crazy wen we took de pics..n it turned out nyce..haha...

cycle back n had fun wif ili's craziness wif de mnm chocs..haha

after dt,we lepak at tiz 'stage'...
anywae saw saleha's fren odw der...
tot of playin games bt den,we juz talkin crap n tellin jks...haha...
evendugh it's juz lame jks,all of us laughin lyk hell..haha...until my stomach hurts..haha...

im very happy...n noe wt?...i didnt even tink of poly stuff...
n how i wish we cn meet everydae n talkin carp n jks ard lyk yest....
haha...really luv them....freakoz n gang..haha....

n nw,im wonderin...so wen's de nxt meeting?..i cnt even wait..haha

assalamu'alaikum....

hey...haiyo..i tot class starts at 9...bt luckily i check b4 i went out juz nw..haiyo...
de same slenge me....

anywae,yest was really a bad dae for me bt ended quite gd.....

de only nicest thing dt happen to me is dt i cheated during de mandarin oral...hehe...
n oso Hadi talked to me...yey-
no lar...juz askin him wt senario he gt n de ques for de mandarin oral....
n his voice is wow-...hehe....

yeah....wanna thx esp ros n mei en n wan chin for helping me for de mandarin oral....
haiz-after dt incident,i jz cudnt revise during de break....

haha..bt de ques n ans was damn easy....
de lecturer is weird....
der were 5 lecturers n i gt her....
she told me to seat bside her..
i was lyk huh?..u sure?....
i tot ive to sit opp of her?...
nvrmind..i luv weird ppl...hehe
n wen she asked me de ques,i cud peep abit frm ques paper wich oso hav de ans on it...haha....funi sia....so damn easy...

den,went home wif amy..
she's funi sey....
she keep askin me wheder i gt bf..wen i sae no...as usual,she don believe..hehe...
haiyo....haha

n at nite,i msg dt bitch....
askin her wer's de apology....haha...
im so fierce..hehe...
im nt angry anymore...
bt de sight of her really irks me...

n she apologise....
wich i tink it's juz de sake of me askin her to....
tk ikhlas....

i don lyk sey tiz kind of ppl...
i mean im ok as long as u felt guilty n sae sori...
nt wen i asked u to....

im nt angry at her anymore...bt i juz wan her to realise nt to take things for granted....
haiz-it's only 3-4 mths in skool....

anywae,im ok oready except dt im goin to be sick..haiz-
wen emotions overrule,im gonna b sick...haha...used up too much energy yest....
n wen im angry,it was de bez tym to eat....
i luv eatin esp wen im angry..yey-

anywae,im really lookin forwared on 29 july...yey-

haiz...im juz so freakin angry....
really sey....

looks really cn b deceiving....

haiz~fail dt freakin test....

nvrmind..bt still gt de 2nd/laz chance...
muz work all over again......
freakin lecturer.....

bt tiz failure juz made me sad..bt i gt more n more angry....

can u imagine ur model didnt come wen u gt few secs to gt ready to start dt bloody test??...

freak sia...i was so kan chiong,nervous b4 de test...as usual....
bt dt bitches tk muncul2.....
1 came very freakin late n another didnt even cm....
f'''k sia...seriozly,i was so......urgh-
wen i call de 2nd bitch,she didnt even ans....
really damn panic sia......
n de 1 st bitch juz reach wen me n iza were takin de test....
baik tk ya dtg sudah....

den,haiz...quickly grab 2 outsiders...1 for me n de other for iza....

i tried to focus wen doin de test....bt maeb ...haiz~
lyk study for nth sey......

really angry sia.....

n obviozly i fail de test....
n noe wt?
de lecturer cn even ask me to fill 2 freakin forms n clean de bed..blablabla.....
i really tried my bez nt to cry sey.....

bt cud nt thn....
so after finish everytin....
went strait to toilet n call sya...
thx sya....luv ya.....

after dt,went to lec...bt on de wae...met iza....
she oso tryin nt to cry n call her bf..hehe.....

den,both of us juz tap n go....n sit near de lec rm n talk....
we didnt even go for de 2nd lec n decided to hav lunch.....
it's nt dt we r lazy....
bt we r too angry to study esp abt de bitches.....

haiz~....freak sia....
if wan to bastard us...can juz call us or wt lar..sae don wan to come.....
serioz sey....looks really deceiving...
nampak je baik n 1 of em wearin tudung..haiz~

watevalar...haiz~miz freakoz rite nw.....
freakoz r way better in fact de bez compared to dose bitches...obviozly......

assalamu'alaikum....

haiyo..im freakin nervous rite nw....abt clinical prac 2morro....
insyaallah...i can do it....

juz nw,in madr,dey really talk abt ajaran sesat..blablabla...wich is gd...
esp if we start to tink of gettin marry n hav a family....

i really wan to buy de bks ustaz saifuddin recommend....bt i still cant find em....

den,after dt,went to kenduri at ang mo kio....majlis cukur rambut....
...

juz donoe wat to blog rite nw...ok..tym for sleep....

HAPPY 17TH BDAE TO KHID.!!!HEHE...

hmm..juz nw,only gt 1 lec..mepek sey....
den,ask help frm wan chin to help me for my mandarin...

noe wat?...
wen im reading mandarin,i feel i bebual mepek...
coz i donoe wheder it's rite or rong...
bt wan chin juz went on sae..'gd...gd..'...

kn...maeb it's gd...

for oral,maeb i can survive...

bt later de ques n ans?..how m i goin to ans deir ques in mandarin..haiyo....

den,ask tips frm wan chin n angela abt clinical stuff...

insyaallah i can do it...

assalamu'alaikum....

yey-gt 7/10 for 2dae's presentation...hehe....
de lecturer told us dat dose hu present 2dae r above de average standard..yey-

noe wat?...as u all noe ive stage fright..bt 2dae im nt really..hehe...
i mean i don really lyk de lecturer as she alwaes talks abt eye contact..blablabla....
so,wen i present ,i looked directly at her..haha....i was obviozly in front of de room n she's at de end...haha..

bt i tot i juz wan to relieve after 2dae's presentatin bt cnt ...coz we hav another nxt 2-3 wks...

n for 2dae's tutorial,we discuss abt weaning de baby...
so cute ...esp wen we heard real experience frm obviozly,rani...hehe...
after hearin de stories,feel lyk wanna hav a baby..hehe..dey r so cute...
n de bonding...u cnt describe it wif words wen u breastfeed ur baby...
anywae,dat's wat rani sae....

2morro so kental..only hav 1 pathetic lecture...
bt maeb stayin for a while to brush up my clinical skills...
oh freak..i havin decide hu's my model....
hu?hu?hu?...2morro is de laz dae to decide..haiyo...

n i havin study for my exam...wateva-...
need to study soon...

as for my tuition,i donoe whether i can con'd or nt...coz ive been very bz wif lots of tests n presentations..
i hope i can decide wt to do...

i need help to organize my tym...
tym for study...tym to play...tym to discuss presentation..blablabla...
n my room's a mess....

assalamu'alaikum....

yey-gt 7/10 for 2dae's presentation...hehe....
de lecturer told us dat dose hu present 2dae r above de average standard..yey-

noe wat?...as u all noe ive stage fright..bt 2dae im nt really..hehe...
i mean i don really lyk de lecturer as she alwaes talks abt eye contact..blablabla....
so,wen i present ,i looked directly at her..haha....i was obviozly in front of de room n she's at de end...haha..

bt i tot i juz wan to relieve after 2dae's presentatin bt cnt ...coz we hav another nxt 2-3 wks...

n for 2dae's tutorial,we discuss abt weaning de baby...
so cute ...esp wen we heard real experience frm obviozly,rani...hehe...
after hearin de stories,feel lyk wanna hav a baby..hehe..dey r so cute...
n de bonding...u cnt describe it wif words wen u breastfeed ur baby...
anywae,dat's wat rani sae....

2morro so kental..only hav 1 pathetic lecture...
bt maeb stayin for a while to brush up my clinical skills...
oh freak..i havin decide hu's my model....
hu?hu?hu?...2morro is de laz dae to decide..haiyo...

n i havin study for my exam...wateva-...
need to study soon...

as for my tuition,i donoe whether i can con'd or nt...coz ive been very bz wif lots of tests n presentations..
i hope i can decide wt to do...

i need help to organize my tym...
tym for study...tym to play...tym to discuss presentation..blablabla...
n my room's a mess....

assalamu'alaikum....

hmm..2dae,no class...bt hav clinical teory test/exam at 5pm....
insyaallah..i can pass wif de help Allah giv me...insyaallah...

im happy 2dae...coz noe y?...i gt A for Hs1027 ica...
at laz,alhamdulillah,der's som achievement dt i can b proud of...hehe....
i mean after all dose nervous feelins r worth it..no lar..
bt juz step-confident je bile present...

insyaallah..tiz achievement will motivate me to study hard/smart n also work on my presentation skills..hehe...

speakin of presentations...i gonna hav another one 2morro..tiz tym only 2 ppl...vivian n i...wish us luck..hehe...

hmm...noe wat?..i tink whether u pass or fail ur clinical prac exam depends on ur luck...
coz hafsah pass...
i mean she pass juz bcoz de lecturer gt fed up wif her...n she pass...
sounds ridiculous...bt it's true...
everytin depends on ur luck....

insyaallah..i'll pass...
i really wanna pass esp tiz module coz if u fail,u cnt go for attachment...
can u imagine if u fail ,u hav no attachment n everyone go for attachment during de 1st few wks of hols n u juz stay at home doing nth bt to gt prepare to repeat dt module...n wen skool reopens,eveyone gt excited n shared stories wt dey experience bt uve gt none to share....feel outcast rite?....

klar...gt to cond my skool work....

assalamu'alaikum....

hmm..2dae,no class...bt hav clinical teory test/exam at 5pm....
insyaallah..i can pass wif de help Allah giv me...insyaallah...

im happy 2dae...coz noe y?...i gt A for Hs1027 ica...
at laz,alhamdulillah,der's som achievement dt i can b proud of...hehe....
i mean after all dose nervous feelins r worth it..no lar..
bt juz step-confident je bile present...

insyaallah..tiz achievement will motivate me to study hard/smart n also work on my presentation skills..hehe...

speakin of presentations...i gonna hav another one 2morro..tiz tym only 2 ppl...vivian n i...wish us luck..hehe...

hmm...noe wat?..i tink whether u pass or fail ur clinical prac exam depends on ur luck...
coz hafsah pass...
i mean she pass juz bcoz de lecturer gt fed up wif her...n she pass...
sounds ridiculous...bt it's true...
everytin depends on ur luck....

insyaallah..i'll pass...
i really wanna pass esp tiz module coz if u fail,u cnt go for attachment...
can u imagine if u fail ,u hav no attachment n everyone go for attachment during de 1st few wks of hols n u juz stay at home doing nth bt to gt prepare to repeat dt module...n wen skool reopens,eveyone gt excited n shared stories wt dey experience bt uve gt none to share....feel outcast rite?....

klar...gt to cond my skool work....

assalamu'alaikum....

donoe wt to blog rite nw....

bt juz wanna sae dt my nearly perfect guy has finally found a gal...
he's tryin to woo her..hehe...
gd luck for him....

i noe i hav to stop hold onto him insyde my heart....
n im doin it rite nw....
i noe i hav to look forward in lyf n con'd my normal lyf....
bt insyde my heart,im still holdin onto him evendough he was nvr mine....

bt nw,ive decided to stop...
yeah....

assalamu'alaikum...

haiyo..giving up in mandarin...
susah sey...

insyaallah everytin will b ok....
oh freak..i havent study for clinical teory....

nvrmind...

insyaallah..i pass both teory....

assamu'alaikum

haiyo..long tym nvr blog....

anywae nth much happenin....

except dat im bz wif presentations n tests....

saw jing kai laz tues...
oh freak..he has change alot....
i mean he's nt de jing kai i noe laz tym..haha...
he's gettin handsome n thinner.....hahaha.....
n wen he talks,he's so serioz n stern-lookin...hahaha..wateva~
anywae,miz him..haha.....cnt believe it...

hmm..can u believe dat a 18 yr old guy donoe de meanin of wet dreams?...no rite?...
well...we were havin bio lab lessons...
n we were talkin ab wet dreams..
n suddenly ,tiz 1 out of million guy asked wt's a wet dream...
all of us were laughin lyk mad....
ahhhaaahhahh...
even de lecturer laughed....
n de feng rong[ de guy] told us he didnt even noe how to go to de porn websites..hahaha
all of us cannot tahan sia...
really laugh lyk mad....


yeye....jay's in....im so in luv wif jay n fei xiang....hhaahaa
but poor norman ..he shud b in nt emilee....
anywae i don care as long as jay's in..heheehe.....

haiyo...ever since i watched sepet,i lyk chi guys more rite nw..haiyo...

klar...gd luck for my mandarin test n clinical test....