assalamu'alaikum...

hmm..so nervous for 2morro...
ica presentation...ouch-...
insyaallah..everytin will go smoothly..yay-..

hmm..juz now,learn how to do tube feeding..interestin but mcm boring coz kene tunggu dat 'milk' to go 'insyde' de stomach...but everytin is ok....

den,had cca..
2dae,we learn how to clean our face n oso wear de base make up...
hmm...did it wif partner...
n 2dae,im de guinea pig..haha...
lyziana wans to do de make up...
gasaklar...
trust her coz she's gd at it...haha...

n it turn out nyce.haha..
bkn nyer nk puji diri sendiri tau...
but seriozly,she's gd at it...
my face look clear n fine...
i mean i cant c de blemishes anymore...
everytin is cover n well blend...

but de make up is thick ar...
mcm nk g prom nite or other function..haha...

klar..dat's all..

assalamu'alaikum...

hmm..rite now,still at e-plaza wif li qiong...
juz finish grup discussion...n waitin for saleha to finish her's too...

hmm..i didnt noe dat li qiong is open wif me...
haha...we had som tym to talk abt her bf in china...
poor ting sey....
long dist relationship...
n dey havent meet each other for 1 yr sia...but dey alwaes call each other every wk...
haiz~swit sey...
i jk wif her to find me a bf too..haha...
she didnt believe dat i don hav any...coz she sae all gals hav bf..haha..ape je~

coz in my subgrup...i tink im de only one hu's single...
haha...

even dat kental n selenge eddry had found one recently....haha...
i really wanna salute his gal coz she tahan wif his blur attitude..haha

hmm..gonna hav discussion again 2morro...
so,dat means me,pingping n iza will go to vivian's hse 1st to discuss....
hav to wait for li qiong n eddry...
coz li qiong has invitation to go picnic wif her china frens n mentor while eddry wans to go dating....

hmm..ica presentation is nxt wk sey....im so nervous...coz u noelar i hav stage-fright...
insyaallah...everytin will be ok....

hmm..laz wed,we had make-up artiste orien...
had to introduce ourselves..blablabla....
den,play ice-breaker games...
den,we had dinner...so swit of em of provide us som food....
den,final game...we break into 2 grups...
n each had to send 1 model...
we had to make up tiz model...
1 gal funi sey...
she wans to be de model....
n noe wat?after we make up her....
she looked really jambu giler...
really beautiful sey..mcm geisha....
but her clothes didnt suit wif her make up coz she wore tshirt n bermudas..haha..
de other grup's model mcm pengantin...

n guez wat?..my grup won..yay-
we won de ice-breaker games n de model game...yay-
we won 2 prezzie each for each game..haha

hmm..overall...it was fun...
made new frens...n long-lost fren,Lyziana...[mendaki fren]

she's very mature..not lyk me,still weird n crazy...haha...

klar...dat's all...

assalamu'alaikum....

hmm..no more tuition..yay-...coz de exams r over...i mean for now...haha..


hmm...i tink i began to understand more abt myself...
abt wat i feel n tink abt tiz guy named eddry...

1stly,i tot i gonna hav a crush for him...but i tink it's not gonna happen..hehe..yay-

maeb wen de tym i kept tinkin of him,Allah wan me to reflect my mistakes for hating him so much...

i understand myself for now...

wat faiz sae is true...
all i need is tym..

n i tink ive gt de ans....

i feel peaceful rite now....
no hatred or lurve for him..yay-

yeah...im feel calm...
n gettin more crazy as usual....yay-

assalamu'alaikum...

hmm..at de e-plaza as usual....waitin for elec-mandarin lec n tutorial later..
hmm..had 3 hrs break..lama sey....

hmm...boring rite now..everyone is doing e-learnin n im bloggin here..ape je..sanggup sey dorg belajar...



hmm..lama sey break...tk sabar nk g mandarin lec...coz ade Hadi..he's so handsome n cute...haha....

hmm..yest ade madr exam....
mepek sey...

kate ade 4 papers but did 3 papers only....

buat penat je belajar...but nvrmind...can save tym...only study de nxt 3 subjects...


our lives is so weird...full of surprises....
i can still remember how i used to gt really freakin angry bcoz of him....
n now de hatred is gone...n i keep tinkin of him...

i juz don understand wif myself....
hmm...maeb all i need is a matter of tym....
tym can make me more understand myself....
wat i feel n wat i tink....

frm hatred to love???....can it really happen???.....

wateva....juz don understand myself....wateva....

stupid feelins for dat idiot guy...wateva...

can u believe dat im havin a crush on dat stupid,idiotic,expressionless subgrup leader of mine???..

wateva....

is it true wat saleha told me???...

too much hatred can lead to havin feelins for him???....

wateva...i don believe it....

but is it true??

im clueless....

assalamu'alaikum

hmm..boring rite now...waitin for de laz lec...

hmm..juz now,we had make up clinical lab...
der's only 2 ppl in my subgrup...me n li qiong...
as usual ...test de bp..blablabla....

harwinder is really funi...haha....esp wen he wanted to check saleha's bp....

hmm..feng rong as usual wanted to show off...
askin all of us wheder der's any1 wif very soft pulse....
i vonlunteered myself for him to check...
he sae ' u sure or not??..softer den chanchan?...she's really soft...'
i was lyk wateva~
he checked n checked n call me a zombie...coz he cant feel my pulse...
haha..padan muke....don u noe dat ive very soft pulse....

k..gtg now for my nxt lec..bye

assalamu'alaikum

helo...bloggin again...still in skool...had 2 hrs breaks....

noe wat?...juz now,ive received a msg...frm other comp in de e-plaza..
i can only receive but cannot reply...n i don even noe hu's de sender....

fun kn?...my frens were lyk..'eh...u hav admirer..'...
i was lyk 'how dey do it sia'...
i wan to learn...so dat i can send 'maki2' msg to dose ppl i don lyk .... n dey don even noe dat hu's de sender...style kn?...

haha...klar...dat's all

assalamu'alaikum

hmm..still in skool...waitin for clinical lab lec...
in e-plaza rite now....escapin frm li qiong hu alwaes demand for grup discussions...wateva~
2dae,really laugh lyk hell...esp during sociology lec juz ...

oops..muz go to discussion rite now...eddry's gettin angry...hehe...

bloggin later....

assalamu'alaikum...

in skool rite now...had breaks..so,let's blog...hehe

lyfe in skool is gettin worse but too bad...hav to endure it....
all tiz ting happen bcoz of tiz particular person.....
i really hate him...really cannot tolerate wif hiz freakin attitude.....he juz s**k...

my subgrup is so damn disorganized n really slack....
all bcoz of tiz stupid leader.....
he's so selenge,xpressionless..
i hate everytin abt him...urgh~

complain to saleha..but she can even tease me...' jgn terlalu benci die..later u will fall for him'
i was lyk 'wateva~'

i even complain to de student mentor..padan muke die..but too bad i cudnt manage to calm myself...

however...at laz i manage to cool down yest..all thx to fiq tahir's smile..yay~
met him on de wae home...
he's so handsome...
i can still remember de tym wen i used to hav a crush on him...hehe...

i really miz sec skool wer all de handsome n vain guys come frm....esp ppl lyk fathi,ghaz,zhe yang...
der's only normal n nerd guys in my grup..too bad...

hmm...did i tell u gals dat wen hao is so freakin tall rite now?...
i was surprised wen i saw him...he's even taller den me...
i can still remember dat he was de shortest guy in class...
but look at him rite now...hehe...lyk 'galah'

anywae,saw amir yest....

so gals,2morro jadi kluar tk?
kluar k..plz...
really miz u gals....