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Saturday, December 31, 2005

assamu'alaikum....
hmm...bloggin again...
laz thurs, i went to heeren wif ms syahirah...
was late abit coz of my freakin cramp..haiyo~..
luckily sya's oso late..haaha...
well..compared to me,she really dressed up..mcm org keje wif de high heels sey...haha...
but im juz de usual Ada...
we talk n talk in de mrt esp abt ms mastura's fanatic fan hu berangan to be her bf..watevalar~
shiok sendiri je...
i mean we can lyk anyone but we hav to noe our limit lar...esp if de person has bf/gf oready...
he berangan wheder he can change mas's fiery heart or be a gd bf to mas....alamak~shiok sendiri sey...
i mean die mmg tk kenal mas lar..die blh ke tahan mas's attitude for one dae..lagipon,mas nyer org ade pendirian tau...
den,sya told me abt how fiq usher treats fi on her bdae..swit sey..aww~
n guez wat?de guys...fiq,naz,fathi.ghaz n khid...r workin 2geder at khid's workin place...haiyo~1 geng sey keje 2geder...haha
actually,i accompanied sya to heeren..she wanna buy som shoes...but tk jadi...de one she wans tkde size...
den,we met ms iliyana at de mrt...
der's tiz guy hu came to us...tryin to 'ampu' us to donate $10...he talked crap all de wae....i mean if u wan us to donate,juz strait forward lar....tk ya go ard de bush sey..kental....
den,we all went to parkwae prd to see mas...
we ate 2geder at mc...n talk crap all de wae...haha...had fun...
sya was really insane...she dressed lyk an adult but her attitude is still de same..
she blew bubbles usin her saliva...eeee...haiyo~kids...
haiz~i really miz u guys...
now,i donoe abt irah...miz her too...
so,irah,if u hapen to read tiz blog....i juz wanna sae dat i really miz u....

yest,i went to return som bks at lib n went to hav som 'reunion' wif my juniors....dey juz had deir cpl test...
n ive received alot of complaints frm em..eps abt naz..haha...
nvrmindlar guys,juz endure it for a while...
n noe wat?dat bimal singh was really funi...he very smgt to balas dendam...haha...
gasaklar ape korg nk buat....
we talk lots of crap esp abt ren xiang n poh heng...haha..watevalar..
ren xiang didnt even bring his full u yest..mepek kn...i mean pakailar otak...ur havin a test n u don even bring ur full u...haiz~no comment lar...n de usual him...smgt bile pekik 'yes sir/mem...but wen comes to drills n pt..haha..weak giler...
sampai nangis..psl tk leh endure de pain...
haiz~laz tym pon i weak tau..but tklar sampai nangis tersedu2...
n de poh heng...dey told me he boast ard dat he had sex wif a taiwanese gal b4...
watevalar~mcmlar kite sume nk caye...
n dat bimal sae dat de gal muz be sufferin alot rite now...i mean poh heng is really big compared to de rest of his squad mates..n his b.o...haha..bimal oso sae dat she muz be usin oxygen tank wen havin sex wif poh heng...haha....kental lar...tk leh angkat....
anywae,i really had fun guys evendough it's juz havin lunch wif u guys...
gonna miz u...

so,finish bloggin abt laz thurs n yest...so wat hav i done 2dae?...
actually nth...juz being lazy all dae...watch tv,bloggin n eat....haha....
so,2morrow is a new yr...so,mesti ade azam baru kn...well,lyk wat all ppl sae ..
so wat's my plan for tiz yr?...hmm...finding a bf??...haha...yeah rite..watevalar~
hmm..i juz hope for de bez...i mean lyk our results dat's goin to b release soon...
ok..i tink dat's all for 2dea..
so ,2 ppl out der, hapi adv new yr...

Monday, December 26, 2005

assalamu'alaaikum...
2dae is de tym to relax...tired...actually kn ari2 me relax...
yest,went johor wif mom,sis,aunt,couz,uncle....
i was so sleepy..so,i went back to sleep after prayin subuh...
mom was irritated..haha...coz i haven even bathe n dey were all dress up n ready to go..
haha...freakinme..everybody had to wait for de princess to bathe n dress up..
wow~it wasnt even 'jam'...had a smooth ride...
had lunch at a cafe called 'secret....'..nyce food...haha...me wif my big stomach..
had brownies wif choc fudge for dessert...yum2...
juz jln2...my couz were shoppin for school shoes n bags...
haiz~i really miz de tym ard dec..wen moz of us were bz to buy bags...n skool stuff...
den,went to pray zohor at de nearby surau...
den,we gals con'd to shop while de guys had deir hair cut...
mom bought 2 mini yasin..while aunt bought a perfume..
me?i bought tiz scarf book...it's a bk wich teach u how to wear diff types of scarf..
hmm..maeb i cud try it out...
met de guys...
my couz had really a nyce 'haircut'...haha...
he complain alot...he complained dat de barber was deaf...haha.
but atleast i lyk his back hair..but absolutely not de front...haha....
con'd shoppin again...blablaabla...
suddenly,my leg hurts..freak~...
urgh~had to endure it....
everyone was laughin at me..coz ..i mean i was only wearin my blue slipper ...not high heels..
finally.home at laz...
den,watch hanyut de telemovie...
comment?...well no comment...
de advantage?...well..ppl can noe wat 'dose ppl' were doin all de tym...dey hav to really open deir eyes..
teenagers lyk me can learn frm deir mistakes...i mean baik jage2 dari menyesal kemudian kn?..m i rite?....
appreciate n luv our parents coz dey work hard for us..n i tink my dad is rite all de tym...he alwaes sae family alwaes comes 1st...
de disadvantage?...we can being influenced to do dat kind of stuff...maeb som of us tink it's cool...
maeb dose ppl out der tink dat der's alot ppl lyk em..doin dose stuff...n maeb dey con'd..
however,de worse ting dat cud happen was our parents don trust us after watchin dat telemovie...
take awae our freedom coz dey tink we were lyk dat...it is even worse if deir child r dose innocent guy/gal..
it's unfair to em...
haiz~many tings can happen after dey watch de telemovie...i really hope my parents will con'd to trust me..alwaes...
i really luve em...n i promise to alwaes luve em...my dad is a workacholic...haaiz~..juz to giv us som lyfe...
i really appreciate it evendough i donot live it luxury unlyk som ppl...
n my mom...haiz~my dad told me dat my mom had to endure de freakin pain ...
i mean i was dued on 140389...n she was already warded at dat tym..tinkin dat she's dued as she cud not bear de freakin pain..but it wasnt due until 4 daes later...at dat tym,i was already at de edge of death..but every nurse tot i wasnt due yet...
lazly,my mom had to go for op in order to save me..haiz~everytym i remember de story...i juz feel so sad...

Friday, December 16, 2005

hey~im back..at laz..der's somtin dat i can blog here...all tiz while,my lyfe is full of boredom..haiyo~anywae,juz wanna sae dat 2dae is an unlucky dae for me...
it's kinda late to stay up..all my family r sleepin..haha...cant sleep...hmm..juz came back frm p.a..
well..here de story goes..
2dae,i go to p.a wif mamas to watch naz's pop..
but at 1st,i had to take mas frm work n went strait to p.a wif taxi..in de taxi,we juz talk n talk..haiz~der's so much to update..i really miz u guys..sya,ili,irah n mas...since moz of us r workin,so der's less opportunity to gather lyk usual..
we were led by ushers to our seats..ours were in cont. 4..mas was freakin nervous..haha...coz der's alot of parents..unlyk us...so,wat's my job?..bside accompany mas,i was oso de photographer...haha...usin irah's camera...so,wen's naz's cont march pass,i quickly took his pics.haha...his face was so damn serioz...after dat,it was tym for de parents n 'ahem' gf to come out n put on de ranks on de c.is....mas was nervouz..she was lyk 'tkde matair lain ke yg tarok ranks kat matair dorg'..haha..nervouz as shes de one not naz's parents...haiyo~..naz...naz...tym for my job..naz is so damn serioz..felt lyk wanna slap him sey...coz i noe dat's not de real him...it was so swit wen mas put de ranks onto naz....haiz~swit lovebirds..den,ms goh came over n put on de other side too..haha..congrats naz...after takin pics,she left de 3 of us...den,i decided to go to yana juz to giv de lovebirds som space...haha...
moz of de ci r so freakin tan..naz is so dark..yana too...haha..after dat,we went for reception...watch som videos abt wat dey doin...den,naz congrats his frens too...but tiz freakin fren of hiz oso wan to slm me...i was lyk 'huh?'...in my head,i tot he was so frenly dat he didnt mind slm gals...seein dat me reluctant to slm him,he sae 'cik..'...i was 'huh?'...den,he tried again by saein 'kak..'..i was lyk 'huh?' again..den,i started to laugh lyk mad...he asked naz 'is tiz ur sis?'....haha...kental sey...haiyo..everyone started to laugh n i noe he was blushin..malu giler after he knew dat i was naz's fren..haha..kental..but kesian jugak die menahan malu..haha..i mean u guys taular me nyer perangai yg suke ketawakn org..haha...den,i checked myself..it's lyk 'do i really look old'..i mean my dressin can tell evryone dat im a teenager...i wore jeans,coat n sleeveless shirt..n i wore tudung lyk i wore bile hari raye ...haha...wateva...either he's blind or wateva lar..but until now,i still laugh abt de incident.so,mr iskandar frm naval base sec sch...i gonna sue u..haha...

Friday, December 02, 2005

hey~im back..at laz...
it's been along tym since my laz blog...haha...
well...as usual...u had to do de stuff as a sec 4 student...but now...ahem..i've graduate...insyaallah,i pass...wif flyin colours..i hope...
well...to tell u guys...wat really happen...
after our laz paper,de nxt dae,de bv gals n guys jln raye...jln sakan until our feet really in pain..haha...took taxi back home after de laz hse wich was fiq usher's hse..funi as it's freakin near to walk back to my hse...haha...cant wallk properly n oso dah mlm giler....takut jln kat tempat gelap..seram tau esp wen ur a gal walkin alone in de dark...
den,our grad dinner...haha...everyone looked as if dey were grown ups..de gals wif deir thick make-up n glamorous clothes evendough i don really lyk som hu were really revealin..not bcoz i was jeloz as i was de only 1 wearin scarf..but it's juz me...
de guys were macho n smart...haha...der were games,performance n food...as i m a big eater,i hav no comment abt de food...haha.....
we oso had our 2nd bv raye...blablabla..lazly,me,sya,mas,khid,luq,ili n naz ended up at mac...haha...all of us went crazy..we laugh alot n talk crap...hhaha..except for mas..hu was sick...sicck bcoz naz was goin to ci course for 2 wks de nxt dae...haha...
laz wed,me,ili n sya went to watch harry potter latest movie...gerek giler..it's more happenin,,wif all de actions...but wat made me sad was my boifren,cedric diggory, died in front of my eyes...i can only sae harry potter is a dumb n stupid kid.he cud juz ignore cedric wen he was 'eaten' by de roots..he wud b brought back to de stadium safely lyk de rest kn...haiyo~..biar je lar harry potter fought wif de evil guys...i mean heroes usually don die...haha...berangan je eh ada..kental...haha...den,we all took pics..dah lama tk amik gambar...haha...n it turned out nyce..haha...
yest,i had to cancel my meetin wif sya n mas...i had to follow my mom..1stly,we went to eat..den,temankn die cari brg..i juz don noe wat she's lookin for but at dat tym,i was tired..haha..
2dae,me,sya,mas n syasya[mas's neighbour] went out for job-huntin..but b4 dat,i had tiz freakin stomache...i alwaes hav tiz freakin stomache esp durin period...haiyo..had to eat menstrual panadol..panadol lagik..u noe me..laz tym,i used to be addicted to panadol..sikit sakit nk panadol..but now try not to make it a habit...skrg dah jarang mkn panadol..if betul2 nyer sakit,den,i juz eat 1 or 2 at moz..not more den dat..not lyk laz tym...den,met syasya's granddad..he's a security guard..syasya is a lipas kudung gal..i mean she walked really fast..leave us behind..she lead us all de wae.mcm dah biase jln tempat mcm gitu..i mean she's only in pri 3..stil consider small..den,..went to marina square.met my mom's couz..i tot she didnt recognise me..haha...but she did...after mas finish her job-huntin,went home.....sya's mad..mas buli me again..hahah...
well..everyone is workin..heard frm sya,ili got a job..mas's insyaallah dpt..fiq lehan,irzuan..blablabla...
everyone is earnin som money but not me..my mom tk bagi...so,i had to join som courses instead..lagipun bagus jugak ar...blh tingkatkn diri..overcom my freakin weakness..so now,me tgh cari som public speakin courses..n oso waitin for my uncle's call for de art course...haha...ok pe..dari dudok umah je..baik me klua cari ilmu since i cant work...
emerson msg me juz now..inform me abt de t-baton reunion...dey r havin chalet...3 dae 2 nites..so wat...im not goin to stay der..i'll juz com for de bbq...but yg mepek,i had to pay $20...it's lyk wateva..but 1 ting dat make me lookin forward for tiz reunion coz i get to c my t-baton frens after more den 1 yr tk jumpe..all my frens r livin all over de s'pore...now,i hav to wait for naz to finish his ci course...den,i'll discuss wif fiq n naz wheder dey wan to go or not...so,sya n mas,can i borrow ur bfs?..haha...coz dey r de only frens dat i can trust tau..i mean dey r gd guys..i don trust even mat nor..iyelar..walaupun slalu contact but kiter tk penah jumpe...
irah,sori dat i cant make it to ur open hse 2morrow..i had family stuff...u noe lyk my dad sae...family comes 1st....sori...