heloz~im back...well..hmm..wanna talk abt 2dae?..canlar..
2dae, we had np course..teambuildin course..hmm..wow~i manage to wake up at 0630..*relieve*..i tot i wuld wake up late coz i was damn tired on fri..haiz~den,my mom bising sikit..bcoz of no consent form..she kept askin kol brape lek..n asl me kai bermudas..my mom tk suke sgt if i wear bermudas or short kat luar..den,while waitin 4 de rest to come..i was sweatin lyk mad..urgh~de chi gals mepek ar..dey all wore trackpants..mepek syiall..asl tk nk call org sey..i really wanna wear trackpants..coz it's baggy..mepek sey..
den,we all walk to e.c...mepek syiall..asl tk nk naik bus?kn lagi senang..mepek..padan muke bile hujan..coz we had to shelter kat bus-stop..den,we took bus..mepek sey..kalau siang2 naik bus,kn cepat sampai..mepek..while waitin 4 de rain to stop,we all discuss abt nite walk grupins n other stuff..den afetr de rain stop,we play games..oklar..orite jugak..had fun jugaklar...den,after playin all de games,we had curhat..we had to voice out our unhapinness abt each other b4 de march camp..shafiq,im realli sori if i made u sad or wad..i don hate u but i juz wanna voice out my unhapiness je..itu je..
den,i had to go home ard 2+..iyelar..takut my mom bisin..so,i went home wif ili...
went home..went strait to hav a bath..urgh~im realli sweatin..n u guys noe lar my condition..urgh~den,i tot i wanna sleep..but tk jadi..so now,midnite,im still awake..doin notin excpt updatin my blog..well,i tink dat's all

hey~im back again....urgh~tiz wk is commom test wk..haiz~stress urgh~...freakin medicine..make me alwaes sleepy..ya..now,tryin to find som ideas kat internet..urgh~me no idea 4 art..urgh~well, juz now,we had emaths n combined science..urgh~blh pening sey..lyk we had 3 test in 1 dae..urgh~...well,..but 2morrow oklar..we gonna hav mly n hist..ade confidence sikit..hehehez..u noe wat?/ i still prefer doin de normal test..not lyk tiz ..as if we r havin mock exam..urgh~yest..we had ss n eng..okoklar..cannot comment abt it..well..e same dae was illie's bdae..hapi bdae to u!!!hehehez..she gav us time-out chocs n yupi swit..2dae..she gav de whole class lolipop..thx illie..she's so generous..hmm..actually kn..she actually has given me som ideas ...hehehez..hmm..thurs..mati sey coz we gonna hav our amaths test..urgh~i really need help..now,me no private tuition coz my tutor gi honeymoon...urgh~can anyone out der giv me som private tuition??urgh~...den..on fri..our laz paper is art..art??oh freakman..we r bz for our project n now,we hav to find som ideas for common test?? urgh~..mepek syiall...on dat dae..we hav np..urgh~mls nyer nk gi..coz on sat,..we hav teambuildin course..urgh~..but tkpelar..as long as im not dat really stress...i don wanna hav brainblocked anymore...k..me hav to relax..recap back all de advices wat ur frens gav u...k..well..i tink dat's all..

helo..im back...HAPI BELATED BDAE TO MAMA N MAMAS!!!...sori mamas..i cant go 4 ur party coz me n my familie celebrate my mom's bdae...sori..i juz hope dat u guys gonna hav fun..

yest,me go to masjid kassim..to pray n oso bcoz of muharram...den,we went to bdk corner to celebrate her bdae..at 1st,we all sume excited ar ...gi order food..but den,mepek syiall,we hav to wait 4 a long time 4 e food to come..at last,we onli ate my mom n sis' food...me n my dad hav to wait 4 quite a long time ...mepek syiall...my dad dah bingit..so he go n order prata..den,bile kite nk lek...e waiter brought e food...in my heart,i was so bingit syiall..lyk mepek sey..org nk lek..baru nk anta makanan???mepek syiall...yest,my nenek n atuk lek frm kampong..hehehez...mcm cepat sey...heheehz...

well,tiz sun ade sundae market kat bdk cc...me mcm nk invite mat nor ar..dah lame tk jumpe die sey..i mean e laz time me jumpe die on 100804 sey..kesian sey..i mean he's really a great fren..miz him..hey~

urgh~i don wan to tink abt dat stuff anymore lar...i juz cant afford tolar..asl ni???asl die nk ungkit2 ni ???bingit syiall...i juz don wanna dey all to force me to go out wif em on dat daelar...it's not dat i don wanna go out wif em but mls sey..i mean dey wanna to go out on v-dae which falls on mon...mon??? we end skool at 3+..anywae i wanna watch dat movie..n it ends at 5+..wat if i hav lots of hw on dat dae???mls sey...urgh~1 ting dat make me bingit is dat asl die nk ungkit2 all ' e trust n misunderstandin' tingy???? plzlar...i juz cant afford to tink abt tiz anymore..another ting dat make me bingit is dat asl die nk make dat guy involve in tiz matter again..plzlar..tiz ting is only abt us...don make anyone involve..leh tk???i juz don wanna tink abt it..i really wanna run away frm it...plz lar..i beg u...stop ungkit2 abt tiz stuff anymore..plz...

haiz~but den,all tiz happen bcoz of me kn...ya..im juz a useless gal...me no use in tiz world..haiz~ya..im a bloody troublemaker...ya..dat's me kn..urgh~i hate all tiz syiall..
plz lar..get out frm my life lar..y cant u let me live in peace??? freaklar...go awaylar..