Monday, January 17, 2005
haiz~wat a bad luck dae~i juz realised 2dae dat i've been fooled again...haiz~y muz my life b so miserable...bcoz of dat,i break down juz now durin e waitin of e medical check-up...haiz~i noe wat's deir intention of askin me 2 go 2 e library wif em...i mean asl??y muz i lie myself wen e truth is in front of me??haiz~i juz feel dat im lyk a barrier btwn e gal n e guy...haiz~wat a freak life i hav...it made me really sad wen i juz realised somtin 2dae...now,im really confused..i juz don noe wat to do...does she hav a mean intention 2wards me???...i juz don noelar...tiz really make me really hurt...haiz~is tiz wat dey actually call ' life'???yeah~i noe dat life hav 2 go on..but den,i juz don noe how 2 face her 2morrow..y m i so stupid???m i blind or wat?? dat i cant see e truth???but 1 ting dat i really hate is dat y muz she lie to me??freaklar...e truth was really in front of me but y muz i act as if i noe notin??haiz~now,i hav to stop all tiz nonsense...som ppl r not worth it 2 b my fren bcoz dey always make me really confused..haiz~i juz don noelar..freaklar...
well...i juz hope 2morrow gonna b a gd dae 4 me...yeah~i hope...well..i tink dat's all...
