hey~im back..well..me now at yana's hse temankn e geo student doin deir project..haiz~wat a sad life i hav now..e prob is dat i cant stop tinkin of him..i juz don noe y..freaklar...bcoz of dat,i did stupid tings juz to forget him..haiz~

yeah~i noe dat i hav change...frm a gd gal to a bad gal..but den,tiz is not i wanna b at e 1st place..e situation hav made me change...i noe dat i hav change...but 2dae,i hav made up my mind...after 1 wk..after i hav been tinkin abt it..i hav made up my mind...i wan to change back..wanna b myself again...i hav to change due to my health as it has gettin worse...ya..be myself again..


wat i really wish is dat i hope he can find som1 dat can understand him..i mean a gd n kind gal..coz now i noe y..bcoz im not gd enouf 4 him...urgh~don wanna tink abt it anymore...well..dat's gd 4 me...

now..i juz wanna stop everytin wat i've been doin laz wk..ya..hope i can b ok...all i wan is dat som1 to bring back my happiness...hehehez...