hey~im back..haiz~ma comp ade virus..now,im at syasya's houz..doin som gal stuff...haiz~wat a sad dae..ya..to tell e truth..im really sad abt 2dae..i mean all gals gonna feel wat i feel rite now kn..if tiz happen to em..haiz~it's nature lar..haiz~but it's not juz dat im sad abt..der's other ting oso..wat i wish not to happen..it happens..haiz~hist repeat itself again..haiz~same old story..juz exactly e same lyk e drama-mama..but i understand..i juz cant force luv..i regret it..i shud actually follow kak sara n chia poh's advice at e 1st place..haiz~kak sara..im sori..chia poh..im sori..i wanna cry..really wanna cry..dat's e only wae i can let it out..haiz~i understand e sign..it's not a gd sign..if it's a gd sign,y muz i hav e gut feelin dat it's goin be bad..bcoz 2dae,it confirm dat it is a bad sign..haiz~i juz don wanna stress..lyk..nowadaes...i mean ard laz wk..im really stress bcoz of som stuff...haiz~bcoz of dat,i 've done stupid ting..ya..i regret it now..but den,after dat im ok oreadi..but now,i juz don noe..haiz~wat i feel rite now..is dat im livin in a world of notin..juz sadness n loneliness..haiz~but i juz don wan to tink abt it...i juz hav to find a wae to get over u..i juz don wanna stress maself again..i juz don wan to do dat stupid stuff again..haiz~thx to ma frens..i really fortunate n hapi dat they r der to help me..they understand me..thx guys..without u guys , i juz don noe wat to do..thx veri much..rite now,wen im cryin or not,they r tryin deir bez to cheer me up..they make alot of funi,lame n stupid jokes..hehehez..they r giler..dat's wat i lyk abt em..ada,stop itlar...ya..i noe dat..im ok..bcoz i understand...i understand everitin..it's ma fault..all tiz ting happen bcoz of me..it's ma fault..haiz~well,i juz hope dat i'll be ok..

to dat guy,thx veri much..im sincere abt it..u r a veri nice guy..n e special ting abt u is dat u r a listener..i fall for u bcoz of dat..i hope u still wan to be ma fren..i juz wan to ask u somtin...juz pretend dat notin has happen..plz..i beg u..juz tink dat u n me r frens..notin more..