haiz~im back..urgh~borin..wanna go out..urgh~haiz~now,im at home..doin notin..haiz~no choice but hav to start ma hmwk..haiz~no fair..moz of ma frens r havin fun lyk rau hu's havin som class chalet while sya went to kl..haiz~maeb i shud organise som reunion.hmm..how abt obs reunion??hmm..dat wud be great..but den,dorg mls..haiz~apelar dorg ni..urgh~well,dat freak guy keeps botherin me by callin me..n keep askin me wen i wan to watch e movie..lyk laz time,i sae no wen he ask me out..luckily i hav som excuses..haiz~yest,he called me again..twice..urgh~freaklar..haiz~i juz don noelar..i don wanna giv him hopes lyk as if i lyk him wen actually in ma heart is only e 'guy' i lyk..hehehez..haiz~i juz don noe whether ma feelins for 'him' hav grown stronger or not..but wat i realise is dat i've started to miz 'him'..haiz~ada,juz relax...k..juz let e time tell..u juz relax..haiz~nowadaes,i cant sleep properly..haiz~i juz don noe y..haiz~lyk somtin is botherin me..haiz~i juz hope dat i'll be ok..n i can sleep better..well,i tink i juz stop here..