hey~slamat hari raye..well, 2dae is e 3rd dae of raye..but me tk jln raye.coz me wanna rest..laz 2 daes, me jln raye to uncle-aunties' hse..fun jugak ar..me cant believe me really2 attack e food sey..me eat until i really go bloated..hehehez..ape je si ada ni..but then, me dpt byk duit collection..i gonna keep moz of e money in e bank..n i gonna spent e rest of it..hehehez..buy e things i wanna ..but 1 thing is weird...i mean on 1st dae, i kept askin maself whether hari tu hari raye..weird huh? coz maeb i didnt see e kemeriahan nyer..maeb..i juz don noe..well,pms..pms..pms..y does it hav to come on hari raye? i mean i get all e bloody cramps wen visitin ma uncle-aunties' hse..urgh~but luckily,i didnt hav mood swings..u noelar..me kalau ngah mood swing,haiz~me teruk..me really not in e mood..but luckily,tkde..well, no choice but hav to look forward to 2005..i really hope dat i wont repeat all e mistakes i made tiz yr esp ma luv life..now,i hav to be careful..i juz don wanna get hurt again..really sey..i hav tiz stupid wish..dat is..i wan him to come to me n ask for forgivness of wat he had done..wateva..it's crap..i mean i forgiv n forget it oreadi...i mean it's life pe..not everyone's life is perfect kn..oklar..i hope i get new n better life nxt yr..n hope dat i can overcome all e challenges..hehehez...well, dat's all...