hey~slamat hari raye..well, 2dae is e 3rd dae of raye..but me tk jln raye.coz me wanna rest..laz 2 daes, me jln raye to uncle-aunties' hse..fun jugak ar..me cant believe me really2 attack e food sey..me eat until i really go bloated..hehehez..ape je si ada ni..but then, me dpt byk duit collection..i gonna keep moz of e money in e bank..n i gonna spent e rest of it..hehehez..buy e things i wanna ..but 1 thing is weird...i mean on 1st dae, i kept askin maself whether hari tu hari raye..weird huh? coz maeb i didnt see e kemeriahan nyer..maeb..i juz don noe..well,pms..pms..pms..y does it hav to come on hari raye? i mean i get all e bloody cramps wen visitin ma uncle-aunties' hse..urgh~but luckily,i didnt hav mood swings..u noelar..me kalau ngah mood swing,haiz~me teruk..me really not in e mood..but luckily,tkde..well, no choice but hav to look forward to 2005..i really hope dat i wont repeat all e mistakes i made tiz yr esp ma luv life..now,i hav to be careful..i juz don wanna get hurt again..really sey..i hav tiz stupid wish..dat is..i wan him to come to me n ask for forgivness of wat he had done..wateva..it's crap..i mean i forgiv n forget it oreadi...i mean it's life pe..not everyone's life is perfect kn..oklar..i hope i get new n better life nxt yr..n hope dat i can overcome all e challenges..hehehez...well, dat's all...

hey~im back..yeye...nk dekat raye..haiz~im really bz tiz wk..iyelar..nk kemas rumah..lyk ma job every yr is to clean e windows..hehehez..oklar..havent clean yet..maeb 2morrow..urgh~ma comp kene virus..ish..really make me bingit..kadang2 ok..but moz of e time ma comp giler..really giler sey ...mcm dah kene jangkit ngan owner die..juz now, i went to skool..sya,mas,ili n ira,fiq lehan,ghaz n many more tk gi skool..yg dtg cume me,rau,khidhir,irzuan,naz n adelar..izad n usher went to skool but dorg cabut 1st period wen ma class was suppose to hav emaths lesson..hehehez..oklar..eventhough ma close frens tkde,me use e time to do amaths hmwk..luckily i go to skool sey..coz ade byk notes kene copy..esp chem..n oso there's alot of hmwk sey..serious..i really mean it..we hav ALOT of hmwk to do esp amaths,chem n hist..so guys,if i meet u..i'll giv u guys e hmwk..k..durin recess time,i went to 3e2 n play police n murderer wif brian,sal,rau,fat,jaclyn n aruna..oklar..quite hapilar..then,wen amaths,mrgoh teach us some formula..oklar..bit by bit, i can cope wif e lesson..i really hope i can pass e test/exam on 28 dec..we finish at 1230..me n e rest discuss whether kiteorg nk cabut eng lesson or not..hehehez..sume mcm nk cabut sey..so, i really hav to tink fast whether i wan to cabut or not coz mrsheun is comin at 0100pm..so at laz, me decide to cabut n look for rau..me giler sey coz tk nk terserempak wif him..i really tot dat rau dah lek coz i ask yat mane bdk2 3e2 ...but then, luckily,rau masih ade ..she went to toilet while waitin for me..hehehez..kan chiong lar me..then, me n rau went to tamp..we bought some stuff..actually rau nk gi.. me cume temankn die but then, me oso bought some stuff..hehehez..wen lek, we saw izad , usher n lehan kat mrt bedok..oklar..dat's all for 2dae..