Tuesday, October 12, 2004
*urgh~*
urgh~sick..sick..sick..mepek sey..wateva..haiz~me sick n weak..got fever..juz now,sit for a-maths paper..i really hav no hope..i really cant tink..i really2 force myself..until..i feel weak n hav headache..haiz~went for doctor yest..under medication but still feel very weak..haiz~i don noe wat gonna happen 2morrow..coz i hav emaths p1 n hist..cough n cough wen doin e exam..haiz~i reall suffer sey yest..cant study for amaths..i really hav headache..at noon,my small cousin came..seksa sey..u noelar how active a 3 yr old kid can be...at nite, my grandpa switch on e radio n e vol lyk as if ade org kahwin..punyelar besar..then, both my granpa n grandma quarrel..radio tk bisin lagik but their vol really high lyk as if rumah ni boleh roboh anytime..n wat make it more worse is dat bawah blok ade cine mati..ish..really bingit sey..i really suffer a lot yest..urgh~feelin lyk wan to shout at em to shut up..urgh~then, b4 a-maths,i couldnt take it anymore n broke down..but i try to sabar as maybe tiz is a test frm god..mungkin ade hikmah di sebaliknyer..